5 more years to a new phase in life... It made me depressed and exploded with stress after BBF and I were "forced" into signing a wedding photo package. Only then did I realize that I am not in favour of marriage... Did those adults have an impact on me afterall? Maybe if I sort out and achieve what I want, I will be able to settle without regrets?
In terms of career, I have already made up my mind. Recent news of teacher-student relationships disgust and instils fear in me... What were they thinking? The latest one actually happened to a Primary School teacher! O.O Will they disapprove female teachers from now on?
In terms of looks, I have a lot to work on but it is so far all talks and no actions... T___T
In terms of interests, I sort-of talked to Bry. about my interest on mission trips. But due to my free-thinker-not-christian state and lack of experience, I will start with giving free tuitions before my IA. I regretted not replying to my CrisisMgmt Professor when he asked for volunteers last semester... Somehow I am a magnet for people with emotional issues and having gone through it, I know how important it is for someone to provide assurance and warmth. Maybe it is a sign? I recalled a vision many years ago but maybe it was paintbrush instead of guitar I was holding? haha...
Darn! I wanna achieve something before.... that day comes...
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