Monday, March 11, 2013

5 more years...

5 more years to a new phase in life... It made me depressed and exploded with stress after BBF and I were "forced" into signing a wedding photo package. Only then did I realize that I am not in favour of marriage... Did those adults have an impact on me afterall? Maybe if I sort out and achieve what I want, I will be able to settle without regrets?

In terms of career, I have already made up my mind. Recent news of teacher-student relationships disgust and instils fear in me... What were they thinking? The latest one actually happened to a Primary School teacher! O.O Will they disapprove female teachers from now on?

In terms of looks, I have a lot to work on but it is so far all talks and no actions... T___T

In terms of interests, I sort-of talked to Bry. about my interest on mission trips. But due to my free-thinker-not-christian state and lack of experience, I will start with giving free tuitions before my IA. I regretted not replying to my CrisisMgmt Professor when he asked for volunteers last semester... Somehow I am a magnet for people with emotional issues and having gone through it, I know how important it is for someone to provide assurance and warmth. Maybe it is a sign? I recalled a vision many years ago but maybe it was paintbrush instead of guitar I was holding? haha...

Darn! I wanna achieve something before.... that day comes...

These are my favourite things~~~

Hetalia, LINE PLAY, chats with friends made there, watching movies/animes and painting easter eggs... Life is so fun but projects and tutorials have to be attended to. At least I will be kissing 184's biz proposal goodbye. Python and Java are just lurking around the corner. Damn!
 
 
Had fun painting easter eggs thus I don't mind the low hourly pay... Patched up with my sis due to the warm environment too... But let's just keep a friendly distance for the time being... Thanks to PhotoGrid app, I can display many photo with just one upload. :)
* the uneven coloring of the yellow ovals are not painted by me!!
 
 
Sketched my super duper awesome Gilbert (Prussia) and other Hetalia hunks but didn't take a picture of it. Instead, I took a picture of Chibitalia, chibiromano, ChibiAmerica & ChibiCanada which I doodled after much dose of the Chibitalia episodes... THEY ARE SO CUTE THAT I WILL BUY THEIR DOLLS if it is in the market. ARRGGGHHHHHHH...
 
 
I sort-of fully decorated my LINE PLAY room for the second time... Open-concept but is really what I like (with curtains and more partitions covering bed and bathtub of course!) So glad I made some friends there... Makes life full of jerks less dreadful...
 
  
 Seriously, is my avatar nerdy?! I thought she looks quite cute and she loves dancing...