Entering a new semester ALREADY!?

Spent hours checking out modules and sorting out the remaining half of my University life. At least I imagined I could have some fun by putting in some unimportant electives such as drama performance or sociology, but reality always strucks the opposite way. No such american time, a chinese phrase would say.

I had made serious mistakes when it comes to decisions in life, and I wanna rectify it but I am helpless. Is it still laziness or unwillingness to face how my current life will crumble if I do? Resolution to be more hardworking didn't work out last semester, sleep early and correct my body clock seems like a regular swear I make.

Is it the time of the day (almost 5am in the morning) or the feeling of helplessness that is causing my inner scream for a soul that can understand me. Stop critisizing me, stop telling me the status quo of this world, stop brainwashing me with your propaganda. Can you listen to me, understand me and give me a sincere advice? I wanna dream, wanna try, wanna be confident.

My dreams change as I enter new phases in life, meet and see new people/things. I wanted to teach, wanna be someone to impact the new generation. But the grinding in NTU has rubbed off my passion, my pathetic state as a student discouraged my thought of being a role model. I can no longer stand infront of a class proud of my route in studies.

To have a small business of my own? That would certainly have thrilled me if this dream came 2 - 3 years ago, having a Cosplay cafe or just some dessert cafe for students to have a place to chill and study. You cannot study without tibits and good ambience (away from your bedroom and electronic devices of entertainment). But with the knowledge that firstly, I am not a business student, and the simple fact that I don't have any capital, simply put me off the idea.

What lies ahead for me? Simply just finish my course, and do whatever job I can find related to my degree. Boring, Dry, but quoting army term, I just have to suck thumb.

Hong Kong Trip

I am so out of time in my studies for exam because of the distraction from youtube and msn. Now, there is one more distraction - Twitter. I'm still in the journey of finding what is the right way of tweeting without seeming too attention seeking.

Will take pictures of my precious moment figurine collection and upload soon, since I'll be buying new ones after my exam. My priority is still getting the presents and make over before I buy these figurines. Pondering over whether I should renew my membership for 2011 since I won't be buying as much as I used to, and the membership card for 2011 looks substandard. :(

Anyway, I am proud that my aunt's friends find the photos I took during the Hong Kong trip is beautiful! Below are some pictures that I love most...

Xmas Deco @ BP International reception area
Taken By: Me

Night Scenary of Hong Kong from the Peak
Taken By: Me

Heart Sutra at the Wisdom Path
Taken By: Me

Flower along Wisdom Path
Taken By: Me
River View at Tai O village
Taken By: Me

Ferry departing
Taken By: Me

Sea View from the ferry
Taken By: Me